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I also dun knw what the hell to me this few days

Iszit too tired to overcome all obstacles?

I also dun knw.

Can someone help me or nt?

I really feel myself useless now.

How?

I need to control my mind.

Change the way i thinking

Change the way i talking

Change the way i hurt myself

Change Change Change!

I hope badly i can change.

Then maybe all the things around me will also not same .

I will go back my hometown soon

Really cant wait the day.

But now, somethings happen and spoilt my mood.

I wish not let my mum and dad saw my pity face

I dun want make them worry about me.

Independence, i need to get u.

Last few days my mood really sibeh down.

I also dun knw why..

Suicide come out from my mind.

"Bye Bye world, I want suicide"

This few words, i also dun knw how can i type it out.

One of my collegemate said somethings

Make me still cant forget about it.

He said:

"我知道在这个世界上有一个人在等着我..

但我不知道我在等谁，

为了这个，我每天努力的活着..

不要轻易说结束自己的生命，生命是很珍贵的"

So, I also cant give up.

Somethings still need me to solve

Somethings still need me to explore

So, i need to fulfill my life with rainbow period.

From now, I will say..

我知道我在等谁，但他不知道我在等他。

所以，我必须努力的活着。

让他知道世界上有一个人在等着他。